urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl Laila Liljedahl Laila Liljedahl 2009-03-15T23:55:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:78621 2009-03-15T23:55:24Z 2009-03-15T23:55:24Z November 8, 2008 <br /><br />Paint still on my hands<br />dirt snug under my nails<br />The past nine days have merged into one,<br />meeting you ....<br /><br />March 15, 2009<br />gave me 4 months of writers block? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:78109 2008-10-11T04:10:19Z 2008-11-12T22:58:38Z I walk amongst the humans,<br />as I move things with my mind.<br />Stay alive for others and be afraid to die?<br />Human decay is beautiful,<br />the children raised are blind<br />They see me as an animal, a mortal figment of man kind<br />Language so intangible, expression through bare words<br />Live above the cycle,<br />away from all the herds. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:78047 2008-10-09T09:33:04Z 2008-11-09T23:28:02Z So here I find myself, sketching a picture of a sleeping boy at five thirty in the morning..<br />He wouldn't enjoy this if he was awake.<br /><br />Before I go to school I'll leave it on the desk, only to eventually be selfishly wasted and lost.<br />Eh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:77577 2008-10-07T23:14:53Z 2009-01-06T02:11:35Z "Everything is a cycle, you’ve got to let it come to you<br />And when it does, you will know what to do." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:77528 2008-10-04T21:47:20Z 2008-10-24T23:26:38Z "Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:76831 2008-09-27T20:38:04Z 2008-09-27T20:38:57Z Will this constant feeling of dreaming ever end?<br />When i'm floating in the ocean it all makes perfect sense.<br />Everyone else is standing as the waves break weakening their legs,<br />they must all be awake.<br />If that's the case then let me sleep.<br />My legs never tired in the midst of this dream. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:76794 2008-08-22T08:48:46Z 2009-01-06T02:10:44Z Death cab for cutie Painted my bedroom walls black, I've been painting a lot,<br />I got a real journal...<br /><br />I also got a video camera!<br /><br />Hair school is going good, only 4 more months to go. This semester I'm taking a drawing class as well.<br /><br />I haven't done any modeling in a while, I decided to put it on hold until I get my cosmetology license. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lailaliljedahl:67903 2007-02-28T04:43:16Z 2007-10-05T04:16:51Z Life is strange,<br />i'm so lost.